Let’s Play Pretend…

Just finished taking a bath, thank God it calmed me down… I thought I’d need another Diazepam to calm my nerves down and forget what happened…

I snapped and barked at my lolo… Argh!!! He is so arrogant, plastic and pretentious… His words echoed through my ear even though it was not me who he was talking to, it just got to my nerve and I shot back harsh words… It was the truth though…

I’m sorry for the way I acted but I am not sorry for the words I said…

He is the type of person that sees others faults and flaunts it openly yet he himself cannot accept his own fault and blames it to others… He pretends he is always right though most of the times he isn’t… Damn those people makes me tick like a bomb… If my mom didn’t stopped me I could have gone berserk and threw words a person could not bear…

Thank God the cold shower lowered my temper and cleaning my electric fan helped too…

Just a little more time… I know I would be free… I will be free…