Emptiness…

After texting MD, I felt drained… I dunno why… Maybe because of the work overloading or maybe not… I’m feeling cold physically, mentally and spiritually…

I hate this world, because of people who annoys me, stupid maggots that takes credit for what you did, users and poser, haters… Argh! Everyone that is insignificant and does not contribute anything to me… Or even those I benefit from but uses me to the extent of making their pitiful lives a lot easier…

I’m perspiring cold sweat…

I’m feeling empty, hopeless… I’m being drained by something… I wish this feeling would go away…

Feeling tired and empty will this end? I hope it will… I can’t take it anymore… I need a break… Break from everything… I just wanna rest and sleep… Forever…